I was stupid, again, to think I was healing

How am I supposed to forget when everything I am is a constant reminder of you?

Help from My Happy Bunny

To help me beat my demons and at an attempt to stay strong I came up with Happy Bunny. You can visit My Happy Bunny's blog here: http://myhappybunny.blogspot.com/

I'll alternate between the two blogs. I want to keep My Happy Bunny Land as a positive place and I'll post my demons here, but I'll keep linking between the two when necessary (hopefully it won't have to be very often!)

I AM stronger than this!

And I WILL beat whatever the fuck it is that he caused me to become!

I know it isn't going to be easy, and I know that there are going to be alot of times when I feel like giving up, and some days where I may not be strong enough to stop myself from starving myself or binging or self-harming or crying myself to sleep.

But I'm determined to beat this. I'm determined to beat him! I hope this means I'm finally ready to be over him. I hope this means I am finally better than him and so much more than he'll ever, ever deserve!

And I hope Karma will someday kick him in the face!