Saturday 20 March 2010

You probably don't want to know how my night has been :'[

Emptiness

The only emptiness is the fridge and the cupboard
The freezer and the draws

Fullness

The only fullness is that of her head
Contradicting voices screaming the next step

Weariness

Of which takes over her heart
And it’s ability to WANT to keep beating

Sickness

Both a feeling towards herself and her greed
A feeling that looks towards the draw of the toilet bowl

Ashamed

As tears roll down her face
And snot drips from her nose
Her heaves and coughs they make no noise
Drowned out by water flow

Emptiness

When the toilet flushes
Her stomach wrenches
Throat raw
Fatigued

Relief

It’s over for now and for one more time
She has regained her control

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